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Monday, August 8, 2011

Selamat Tinggal Medtech...

Selamat Tinggal Medtech....
Seorang teman menasihatkan aku untuk menulis blog ni dalam bahasa melayu. Untuk memenuhi permintaan teman aku sorang ni..aku tulis la jugak..sebab nya aku ni dulu dalam SPM, bahasa melayu la yang paling teruk keputusan nya.bukan apa aku tak berapa suka bahsa yang berbunga2 ni..takpe aku cuba gak....


Medtech atau media & technology Club adalah sebuah kelab yang di tubuhkan di universiti Teknologi Petronas sejak lebih 10 tahun yang dulu. Namun kewujudannya lebih dikenali sejak 5-6 tahun yang kebelakangan (betul kan kalau salah ye). Pada mula nya aku pun tak pernah terlintas nk terlibat kan diri dalam kelab ni.. yelah takde kene mengena dgn kerja aku...jadi kat sini aku nak kongsi la pada sesiapa2 yang nak tahu se awal penglibatan aku dari mula sampai lah aku dah keluar dari medtech ni

Aku mula melibatkan diri dalam medtech sejak tahun 2007 kalau tak silap..pada mula nya aku di pujuk oleh kakitangan ITMS yang jaga media unit..aku pun tak terpikir pun nk terima ajakan mereka ni...Tapi selepas itu, baru lah aku di sapa oleh presiden dan naik presiden kelab pada waktu itu..Nuriman & Afiqah..mula2 ingat mereka ni macam ber"pasangan"..tapi rupanya kawan tapi mesra...Sejak dari itu..aku mulalah berjinak kenal apa itu medtech dan sebagainya..Mula2 biasa lah tak akitf...lama kelama2an naik seronok pula...

Habis zaman pemerintahan iman & afiqah, lepas AGM, ganti pula dengan Numan & Zakwan..masa zaman mereka ni aku mula dah nak aktif kan diri.numan memang bagi aku seorang ketua yang punyai kredibiliti yang tinggi...dia ni kalau buka bisness aku yakin boleh maju..aminnn...zakwan pula, pendiam sikit orang nya..rupanya numan dan zakwan ni satu MRSM dulu..senior junior rupanya...banyak juga lah acara2 yang aku sertai selaku advisor...cuma masa zaman ni, aku teringat pada cyberkids...almaklumlah, zaman ni, zaman politik di Perak bergelora sangat2...peralihan menteri besar..Cyberkids masa tu hantar surat ke menteri besar perak..jadi tak perlu lah aku komen banyak sebab perkara pun da berlalu...biar lah ia nya menjadi pengalaman untuk semua yang terlibat..sampai aku pun kena panggil di pejabat....tapi sekarang ni aku rasa itu lah salah satu pengalaman yang boleh di kongsi dengan semua orang sebab dari tekanan ia nya bertukar menjadi satu memori yang indah sebenarnya...pada zaman pemerintahan numan ni juga, aku selalu lah berkomunikasi atau lebih tepat "kacau" si numan dan amir azfar..teman sebilik numan..mereka ni kawan baik lah kira nya...macam belangkas...sampai tempat buat latihan praktikal pun sama..tapi rasa nya sekarang masing2 dah kerja di tempat yang berlainan...

Habis je  penggal numan dan Zakwan, terbit lah pula barisan pemimpin medtech yang lain..kali ni Presiden Nashrullah...Kebetulan si nashrullah ni satu tempat kediaman dekat dengan rumah aku..jadi keakraban tu lebih sikit lah..sampai teman sebilik dia pun aku kenal juga, si sfuan RCSU...mula lah aku kenal lebih lagi acara2 yang di jalankan oleh medtech lebih lanjut lagi...dari cyberkids, EMS, Media Tour dan sebagai nya..memang buat kan aku lagi akrab dengan medtech dan adik2 medtech kebanyakan nya..sampai satu tahap, perkara2 yang sensitif pun aku tahu..mana tak nya, aku rapat dengan komiti2 semua acara2 medtech..mungkin sebab ketua nya rapat dan anak2 buah nya pun rapat sekali lah..

Selepas Nasrullah, baru lah zaman izzat dan komiti2 nya...banyak juga yang mereka ni kena buat..lagipun barisan kepimpinan pada masa itu, ramai yang muda2 lagi..jadi perlukan masa untuk membawa medtech ke hala tuju yang di kehendaki...Alhamdulillah sedikit sebanyak barisan pemimpin pada masa tu boleh mengerakkan ke arah yang mereka kehendaki....Mula2 aku sendiri tak yakin dengan mereka ni..tapi setelah beberapa bulan baru lah dapat rentak yang betul..

Namun, apakan daya, aku tetap punyai tugasan dan dugaan aku tersendiri..memang tak di nafikan aku sayang pada medtech ni..malah adik2 yang ada dalam medtech atau yang pernah berada dalam medtech, tetap dalam ingatan aku..tapi aku tak mampu nak beralih dengan keputusan yang telah aku buat..ada perkara lain yang hendak aku utamakan..mungkin dan sampai masa nya aku berundur....

Sebenarnya sudah 3 kali aku cuba nak mengundur kan diri..beberapa sebab yang aku boleh kongsi kan..salah satu nya, kecewa atas ke tidak sungguhan ahli2 medtech..kedua nya, campur tangan dari pihak2 yang aku rasa tidak sepatut nya membuat keputusan..sebab2 yang lain..yang besar bagi aku ialah..kerja2 yang menggunung di pejabat dan juga pertukaran jabatan yang memerlukan aku menumpu kan sepenuh nya masa aku di pejabat dan di rumah...sedih tapi memang aku redha....sebab aku tahu Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang terjadi dan ianya adalah yang terbaik untuk aku...

Dipendekkan cerita banyak juga kenangan manis, sedih, gaduh2 sikit..hahha..penat, gembira dan sebagainya..semua nya masa aku berada dalam medtech untk 4-5 tahun yang lalu..macam mimpi pula, dan macam tak percaya pula....

Akhir kata aku haraf sangat kelab ini terus maju di bawah kepimpinan komiti yang baru..dan di bawah penasihat yang baru + lama...aku ikhlas kan apa yang aku dah tunjuk ajar pada adik2 medtech..dan terima kasih juga untuk pengalaman yang manis yang akan aku semat kan dalam memori aku...moga yang terindah dan yang terbaik untuk kalian....

Untuk yang aku tidak sebut nama dalam ni..jangan kecil hati sebab ramai sangat nama nak di sebut kalau diikutkan...hanya AKU & KAMU saja yang tau... :)

salam dari ABANG KHAIBAD..singing off officially July 2011...

Thursday, August 4, 2011

After sooooo longgggg....

Should i Quit???

It has been so long since i have not updated my blog. Obviously, busyness, lazyness and etc has stopped me from writing on. There are so many things going on lately and to share but yet it is so difficult to squeeze my time logging into blogspot. Nevertheless, facebook is read daily..hahaha..so discriminating....

I will try to catch up with my stories from time to time...to list a few of it:

  • My new job
  • Farewell to MEDTECH
  • A Trip to Kelantan (CyberGen)
  • Tilawah PETRONAS
  • CSR at Kimanis primary school
  • Assalamualaikum to "the love ones..."
  • Many others laa....
Anyway..will write again soon....or should i quit??..hmmmm..let's see how i am going to deal with it...till then...signing off for now...

Monday, May 30, 2011

FRUGALITY....just need to live with it.

FRUGALITY is the lifestyle choice that allows us to live within our means and enjoy the things you have debt-free.
Moving to the 30++ years of age, i have gone through numerous frugality experiences which i called it a "voluntary simplicity". It's the choice that i have made throughout my life journey thus far.

People always say that Frugality inhibit your ambition. For me, i would agree partially as i used to be very ambitious previously. As time goes by, my satisfaction is more towards passion on things that love to do. Ambition has always be a secondary for me nowadays. I strongly believe, bigger roles comes with bigger responsibilities. So, why you need to crack your head for all these materialists.

Some shared with me that, living with frugality is to have excellent care of ourselves.I guess i should improve further mentally and physically. Mom's say, cooking at home is a frugality mainstay..but to cook at home nowadays..hahaha...will try not to say NO...will try ya...   

Another thing is that, taking good care of my belongings. well, what i have now is only a small car, a bit of savings, few houses and trust funds. So, nothing much to take care of, so less headache. :)..I realized that stewardship should be aligned with ownership, which mean taking good care of my possessions. as of polishing my shoes, repair the machines at home, clearing up water stains, house cleaning and bla..bla..bla..who else suppose to do that for me..of course me and myself.

Being in technology industries, i should now at least getting the surface knowledge of technologies which is blasting up in our society. i know i don't have to be the early adopter in latest gadget, but years of eschewing new technology can make me seem like a dinosaur.

Anyway, most important now is i just need to forgive myself for frugal lapses. i just need to feel like paying for convenience. So, it brings no regret for me.

From now on, i need to find ways to be an expert in something. Let it be something that i have passion on or something that benefits to others. What is it...??. i have yet to know..Ya Allah, Please show me the light on the path i am destined for because YOU know is the best for me. ..

Lastly, need to renew my frugal track and i know, i can be what it takes in having a frugal life.

Cheers
Signing off....     

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Inner VOICE Control




           Talking to myself is not a bad thing to do especially when it comes to controlling impulsive behaviour. I must say this is definitely acquire inner training and proven test result by observation. 
Just want to share my experience today when i have had a monotonous feeling with one of my close buddy at the office. Indeed, this person is climbing up the career ladder and wanted to achieve what has already planned. I salute this kind of determination to achieve a positive result However, the way we achieved the result is most important and shall come from inner feeling and thinking.
At first i was a bit pissed off with the actions of my close buddy without my knowledge. Talking to the upper management and trying to impress them is one of the ways where most people tend to do. In fact, as for my experience, a close friend tend to back stabbed you when they feel insecure with the track they aiming for.These people, as they liked to be called, "back stabbers", don't seems to think of long term consequences that they might face in future.Hey, can't they understand the word friendship instead of office mate?. We work for only 8 hours a day. or the most 10-12 hours. The rest??. We still need our friends to hang out with.
           So please..please ...please..whoever read this post, do not back stabbed your friend or colleagues because one day you will get back what you have done wrong to people. To my close buddy, i pray for you and hope you realize that you are doing a big mistake. You might think that i do not know but too bad i know in details about what you have done to me. Don't worry, because so long as i still have patience, i will always forgive all my friends and enemies. I believe that's the key for peacefulness. So let us now, forgive and forget for all the wrongdoings  from our families, friends and even enemies. Surely, we will be living with "godwottery".

Hence, be careful on what we talk and do not trust people easily and unnecessarily. Use your inner control to show your maturity. Remember, we also use our inner control to speak with HIM. So, do it from now on..Good luck.

signing off

Monday, May 23, 2011

They come and they go...May all the best in their future undertakings


 Today is Monday, and as usual, it's a planning day for the whole week. My routine as usual, skewed back the previous pending works and have it done for submission. Managed to complete a report and started my desktop studies on several researches. 

What a relief, i was buzzed by my ex students who are already worked in the oil and gas company. They are doing really great with their career and always aim for success in both career and life. I feel so touched when these students SMSes me and chatted over gtalk (..hoho, i chatted during office hour huh...). Yet, chatting and doing works for me is ok, as long as we still deliver and do what it takes to complete our tasks. 

One of the students, just graduated for 6 months and secured a position as an engineer in a multinational oil & gas company. Always seek for my advises and quite close with me. He did shared on his good news. He just bought a bungalow with his father help cost almost half a million. Wow!!..at a young age, he managed to buy a bungalow with that cost. In a matured way, he gave his views and his decision of getting the bungalow with his own money. Well, i must say that he is an opportunist...way to go..i am sure that this type of students can go far..i can only wish him the best in whatever he do....   

However, most of the students that i chatted with, are mostly in dilemma...what is it??..well..i shall share in a different chapter...what i can do now is to PRAY hard for them for the best in their life..they are about to start A REAL life with full of challenges. May Allah destined them to be a better person in future...

Signing off....
Khaibad